Somewhat Clear

deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/multi, astarion/cazador
Tags: breeding bench, non-con drug use, aphrodisiacs, bodily fluids, non-con bondage, public humiliation, public scene, consent issues, ankle cuffs, hair-pulling, bad bdsm
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: prompt: breeding bench

Summary:

Excerpt:

Memory clings to Astarion’s brain—bending over the bench, a cold hand between his shoulder-blades.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & petras
Tags: torture, torture porn, power imbalance, sexual slavery, exploitation, hurt no comfort, angst, corsetry, blood and torture, injury, broken bones, tightlacing
Wordcount: 2600 / 2527 on AO3
Notes: Disclaimer before anyone starts riding my ass about corsets!!!!! This is torture porn. this is a magic fictional corset I made up to be sturdy and evil so that Cazador could be an asshole to Astarion. Real life corsets aren't uncomfortable if worn correctly and fit to size. You can breathe in a corset, and it won't break your ribs. Tightlacing might require training but afaik isn't inherently dangerous— also tight lacing focuses on waist reduction and not whatever the fuck gets Cazador's rocks off. Why did Cazador pick this particular way to be an asshole? I don't know, I don't care, and neither should you. Suspension of disbelief beam!!!

Summary:
some cazador/astarion torture porn, featuring petras as an accessory to crimes and a corset.

Excerpt:

He could see the pieces of Cazador’s plan align in front of him — the party, a punishment yet to be delivered, Petras — but they kept escaping his grasp, as they slipped just under the surface of logic. Frustration went to add itself to the load of distress weighing on his chest.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: sexual exploitation, scars, implied abuse, consent issues, torture
Wordcount: 261 / 256 on AO3
Notes: crou wanted astarion being shown off by cazador in a backless dress, so here it is

Summary:

Excerpt:

Whatever poem Cazador had chosen him to be canvas for, he seemed to be quite proud of it.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & vampire spawn siblings
Tags: consent issues, implied sexual abuse
Wordcount: 410 / 392 on AO3
Notes: cazador trash party is go! @ smubble discord

Summary:

Excerpt:

Astarion knows that his siblings envy him. He sees it in their eyes, whenever Cazador comes calling at the dormitory door with a snap of his fingers and a curt, sharp order for him to get ready for some party.

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somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin/tav (staeve)
Tags: remix, past torture, hurt/comfort, scars
Wordcount: 748 / 719 on AO3
Notes: staeve belongs to velnna/MAF

Summary:
Remix of outlines, by chaiiii, from Staeve's point of view.

Excerpt:

There's a muffled sound coming from Astarion — pain and fear and pleading all rolled in one — and something in Staeve snaps. He wants to murder Cazador so bad.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin
Tags: triggers, past torture
Wordcount: 100 on AO3
Notes: written for the smubbles discord. references this fun thing cazador said.

Summary:
Halsin means to pay a compliment, he accidentally stumbles on a trigger Astarion didn't even know he had.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamers trilogy
Relationship: adam/ronan + the rest of the polycule
Tags: drinking and talking, talking about kinks (mentioned fisting, watersports, breathplay)
Wordcount: 569 / 549 on AO3
Notes: written for smubbles - international fisting day

Summary:
Playing truth or dare with the kids. The conversation turns kinky. Henry bites off more than he can chew. Gansey learns new things. Ronan has an overactive imagination.

Excerpt:

Henry harrumphed. “Spoilsport. Okay fine, your funeral, I can still salvage this.” He pointed a finger at Adam like a gun. “Top three kinky nonsense you got up to with Ronan in bed, go.” Adam raised an eyebrow at him.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamer trilogy
Relationship: gansey/ronan
Tags: Breathplay, Kink Negotiation, BDSM Scene, Dream Sex, implied polyamory, Dom/sub
Wordcount: 1764 / 1706 on AO3
Notes: smubbles: nightmares & dreams

Summary:

Excerpt:

Ronan licked his lips. “What if there were a way to do it safely. One hundred percent guaranteed.” Gansey steeled his expression. “There isn’t. Ronan, I promise you. Other people—” “I’m not talking of something easily accessible to other people,” Ronan said.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/omc
Tags: non-consensual, passed around as a party favor, trash partyyyy, aspyhxiation
Wordcount: N / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the smubble sep23 event

Summary:
astarion's experience with breathplay (spoiler: it's bad)

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: hunter x hunter
Relationship: kurapika/leorio
Tags: Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Near Death Experiences, Blood and Injury, Suicide Attempt, Depression, Timeline What Timeline, Suicidal Thoughts
Wordcount: 805 / 763 on AO3
Notes: for lee! it's late but it's here, finally.

Summary:
Leorio receives a call in the middle of the night. He knows it's Kurapika. He knows it's not a social call.

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