Somewhat Clear

deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion/klaus (OMC)
Tags: Astarion's Past Abuse (Baldur's Gate), Pre-Canon, Forced Prostitution, Blood and Gore. Vivisection, Implied/Referenced Mind Control, Consent Issues, Power Imbalance, Broken Bones, Torture, Medical Experimentation, Blood Drinking
Wordcount: 5.8k
Notes: klaus belongs to chai

Summary:
one of cazador's guests takes advantage of astarion's vampire healing factor to train his medical skills. cazador shows up to clean up the mess.

Excerpt:

The sudden noise of bones cracking shivered up Astarion's arm before he could register the shock of what happened.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE (mature themes)
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: implied torture, implied non-con, implied sexual assault
Wordcount: 1092
Notes: written for the cazador trash party series

Summary:
astarion and cazador sit for a painting

Excerpt:

The silver lining was that Astarion would get to do something that he hadn’t been able to do in almost a century: see himself. It had been so long since he had a reflection, he had the impression that he was starting to forget what his face looked like. Light hair, light eyes, light skin — and then what? He didn’t remember. It could’ve been any high elf in Baldur’s Gate, from the description alone.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: torture, mutilation, non-con body mod, blood and gore, hair-pulling, mind control, pain, astarion's backstory, violence, injury, tongue cutting
Wordcount: 1216 / 1168 on AO3
Notes:

Summary:
Astarion speaks out of turn for the last time

Excerpt:

“You know, most vampire spawn need to relearn how to talk after they’re turned, because breathing doesn’t come naturally anymore to them after death,” Cazador drawled, pacing back and forth with his hands clasped behind his back. “You can’t speak, if you don’t remember how to breathe. But that never stopped you, did it?”

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/mob, cazador/astarion
Tags: Astarion Backstory (Baldur's Gate), Dissociation, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Exploitation, Sybian, Fucking Machines, Fade to Black, Public Scene, Jewelry, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Restraints, Cazador Trash Party, Mentioned Cazador Szarr, Implied Sexual Content, the actual scenario happens off screen sorry about that
Wordcount: 452 / 444 on AO3
Notes: so yeah, the context here is that astarion is chained to a magic sybian fucking machine thingie and doesn't know what to expect. no sex onscreen.

Summary:
Astarion distracting himself from the dread of anticipation.

Excerpt:

It was a game of play pretend. The rules were very simple, but not always easy to follow.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/multi, astarion/cazador
Tags: breeding bench, non-con drug use, aphrodisiacs, bodily fluids, non-con bondage, public humiliation, public scene, consent issues, ankle cuffs, hair-pulling, bad bdsm
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: prompt: breeding bench

Summary:

Excerpt:

Memory clings to Astarion’s brain—bending over the bench, a cold hand between his shoulder-blades.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & petras
Tags: torture, torture porn, power imbalance, sexual slavery, exploitation, hurt no comfort, angst, corsetry, blood and torture, injury, broken bones, tightlacing
Wordcount: 2600 / 2527 on AO3
Notes: Disclaimer before anyone starts riding my ass about corsets!!!!! This is torture porn. this is a magic fictional corset I made up to be sturdy and evil so that Cazador could be an asshole to Astarion. Real life corsets aren't uncomfortable if worn correctly and fit to size. You can breathe in a corset, and it won't break your ribs. Tightlacing might require training but afaik isn't inherently dangerous— also tight lacing focuses on waist reduction and not whatever the fuck gets Cazador's rocks off. Why did Cazador pick this particular way to be an asshole? I don't know, I don't care, and neither should you. Suspension of disbelief beam!!!

Summary:
some cazador/astarion torture porn, featuring petras as an accessory to crimes and a corset.

Excerpt:

He could see the pieces of Cazador’s plan align in front of him — the party, a punishment yet to be delivered, Petras — but they kept escaping his grasp, as they slipped just under the surface of logic. Frustration went to add itself to the load of distress weighing on his chest.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: sexual exploitation, scars, implied abuse, consent issues, torture
Wordcount: 261 / 256 on AO3
Notes: crou wanted astarion being shown off by cazador in a backless dress, so here it is

Summary:

Excerpt:

Whatever poem Cazador had chosen him to be canvas for, he seemed to be quite proud of it.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & vampire spawn siblings
Tags: consent issues, implied sexual abuse
Wordcount: 410 / 392 on AO3
Notes: cazador trash party is go! @ smubble discord

Summary:

Excerpt:

Astarion knows that his siblings envy him. He sees it in their eyes, whenever Cazador comes calling at the dormitory door with a snap of his fingers and a curt, sharp order for him to get ready for some party.

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