Somewhat Clear

deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/mob, cazador/astarion
Tags: Astarion Backstory (Baldur's Gate), Dissociation, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Exploitation, Sybian, Fucking Machines, Fade to Black, Public Scene, Jewelry, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Restraints, Cazador Trash Party, Mentioned Cazador Szarr, Implied Sexual Content, the actual scenario happens off screen sorry about that
Wordcount: 452 / 444 on AO3
Notes: so yeah, the context here is that astarion is chained to a magic sybian fucking machine thingie and doesn't know what to expect. no sex onscreen.

Summary:
Astarion distracting himself from the dread of anticipation.

Excerpt:

It was a game of play pretend. The rules were very simple, but not always easy to follow.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: raven cycle
Relationship: gansey/ronan
Tags: power dynamics, miscommunication, dom/sub undertones
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the prompt, which is almost as long as the drabble itself: "you dont want to hurt me but i am asking you to hurt me. i need you to stab me. i need you to carve this out of me. i need you to cut something off of me. this will hurt both of us in incredible ways. yours are the only hands i trust enough to wield this knife. you do not want to hurt me. i am asking you to hurt me.

Summary:

Excerpt:

Gansey had held out his hand, with the intention of lifting him up in his palm, and Ronan had put a knife in it instead.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/multi, astarion/cazador
Tags: breeding bench, non-con drug use, aphrodisiacs, bodily fluids, non-con bondage, public humiliation, public scene, consent issues, ankle cuffs, hair-pulling, bad bdsm
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: prompt: breeding bench

Summary:

Excerpt:

Memory clings to Astarion’s brain—bending over the bench, a cold hand between his shoulder-blades.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & petras
Tags: torture, torture porn, power imbalance, sexual slavery, exploitation, hurt no comfort, angst, corsetry, blood and torture, injury, broken bones, tightlacing
Wordcount: 2600 / 2527 on AO3
Notes: Disclaimer before anyone starts riding my ass about corsets!!!!! This is torture porn. this is a magic fictional corset I made up to be sturdy and evil so that Cazador could be an asshole to Astarion. Real life corsets aren't uncomfortable if worn correctly and fit to size. You can breathe in a corset, and it won't break your ribs. Tightlacing might require training but afaik isn't inherently dangerous— also tight lacing focuses on waist reduction and not whatever the fuck gets Cazador's rocks off. Why did Cazador pick this particular way to be an asshole? I don't know, I don't care, and neither should you. Suspension of disbelief beam!!!

Summary:
some cazador/astarion torture porn, featuring petras as an accessory to crimes and a corset.

Excerpt:

He could see the pieces of Cazador’s plan align in front of him — the party, a punishment yet to be delivered, Petras — but they kept escaping his grasp, as they slipped just under the surface of logic. Frustration went to add itself to the load of distress weighing on his chest.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: sexual exploitation, scars, implied abuse, consent issues, torture
Wordcount: 261 / 256 on AO3
Notes: crou wanted astarion being shown off by cazador in a backless dress, so here it is

Summary:

Excerpt:

Whatever poem Cazador had chosen him to be canvas for, he seemed to be quite proud of it.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & vampire spawn siblings
Tags: consent issues, implied sexual abuse
Wordcount: 410 / 392 on AO3
Notes: cazador trash party is go! @ smubble discord

Summary:

Excerpt:

Astarion knows that his siblings envy him. He sees it in their eyes, whenever Cazador comes calling at the dormitory door with a snap of his fingers and a curt, sharp order for him to get ready for some party.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamers trilogy
Relationship: adam/ronan + the rest of the polycule
Tags: drinking and talking, talking about kinks (mentioned fisting, watersports, breathplay)
Wordcount: 569 / 549 on AO3
Notes: written for smubbles - international fisting day

Summary:
Playing truth or dare with the kids. The conversation turns kinky. Henry bites off more than he can chew. Gansey learns new things. Ronan has an overactive imagination.

Excerpt:

Henry harrumphed. “Spoilsport. Okay fine, your funeral, I can still salvage this.” He pointed a finger at Adam like a gun. “Top three kinky nonsense you got up to with Ronan in bed, go.” Adam raised an eyebrow at him.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamer trilogy
Relationship: gansey/ronan
Tags: Breathplay, Kink Negotiation, BDSM Scene, Dream Sex, implied polyamory, Dom/sub
Wordcount: 1764 / 1706 on AO3
Notes: smubbles: nightmares & dreams

Summary:

Excerpt:

Ronan licked his lips. “What if there were a way to do it safely. One hundred percent guaranteed.” Gansey steeled his expression. “There isn’t. Ronan, I promise you. Other people—” “I’m not talking of something easily accessible to other people,” Ronan said.

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/omc
Tags: non-consensual, passed around as a party favor, trash partyyyy, aspyhxiation
Wordcount: N / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the smubble sep23 event

Summary:
astarion's experience with breathplay (spoiler: it's bad)

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deerna
somewhatclear

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: Marvel
Relationship: Bucky/OMC
Tags: POV second person, online dating, crack, chatlogs
Wordcount: 715 / 683 on AO3
Notes: written for the smubbles event that is yet to happen. prompt: this tumblr post

Summary:
The one where your sink breaks while you're trying to get laid, and the Winter Soldier shows up to your door to bring you a screwdriver (and to fuck?)

Excerpt:

You: Hey. I swear I was down to fuck but my sink decided to flood my bathroom and it's kind of a mess right now.

You: I know this is going to sound weird as shit but do you have a flathead screwdriver i can borrow, by any chance?

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