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indulgence

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate 3
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: first kiss, canon compliant
Wordcount: 231
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
kissing after the confession

Excerpt:

“Would it be alright if I kissed you, now?”

Astarion laughed. “You don’t have to ask.”

“Indulge me,” Staeve murmured. “I just wanted to be sure.”

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something real

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: canon, missing moment, spooning
Wordcount: 509
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
the night after astarion's confession

Excerpt:

Staeve longed to press his lips to the nape of his neck just above the collar of his shirt, and trace the line of his spine with his mouth. A kiss for each bony bump, each administered with loving attention, until Astarion melted with pleasure under his care— but that recipe of intimacy didn’t exist anymore. Maybe it never did.

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don't touch me

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate 3
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: developing relationship, set during canon, implied/referenced abuse
Wordcount: 1013
Notes: bday gift for alex, the redux edition

Summary:
a moment of vulnerability as they walk through the shadowlands

Excerpt:

The hand on his shoulder was nothing like his master’s. It was gentle, and warm (the kindest touch he could remember on this side of a century, even through the layers of leather and armour—) but had Astarion’s heart still been beating, it would have leapt right out of his throat.

“Don’t touch me,” he snapped, a choked gasp.

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obey

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion & cazador
Tags: pre-canon, bad flirting
Wordcount: 439
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Summary:
astarion gets picked up at a club

Excerpt:

Red eyes. Then he became aware of the man they belonged to – a pale elf with elegant, sharp features and black hair. He wasn’t young, nor old, in a timeless way that suggested that years had long stopped having meaning to him. His expression didn’t betray any emotion, except for interested intensity.

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the collector

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the dreamer trilogy - maggie stiefvater
Relationship: ronan & gansey
Tags: non canon compliant, identity issues, magical artifacts, mind control (kinda), human trafficking
Wordcount: 1862
Notes: drafted before Greywaren was released

Summary:
Ronan gets kidnapped and his abilities exploited to create magical artifacts to be sold at the Fairy Market. Gansey comes to rescue him AKA one of niall's dreamt objects bites ronan in the ass

Excerpt:

“That’s not how it works,” the Collector pointed out, back to business. “You see, Richard, we don’t quite trade in art per se. We trade in wishes. Anything you could possibly want.” He smiled. “Anything you can dream of.”

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pattern cloning

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: kissing, getting dressed
Wordcount: 1128
Notes: part of the sewing series

Summary:
astarion makes staeve a new shirt

Excerpt:

“Babe,” he called out to Astarion, who was going around the house drawing the black-out curtains on all the windows before the sun could get in. “Am I tripping?”

“You’re going to have to be a little more specific than that, darling,” Astarion replied from the other room. “Tripping about what?”

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to a long life

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion & callaern (OC)
Tags: post-canon, modern canon au, vampires, ritual suicide, cultists, philosophical
Wordcount: 3156
Notes: commissioned by sil | astarion was turned into a true vampire ignoring actual game mechanics bc i could, stfu

Summary:
astarion gets approached by a familiar face and asked about his purpose in life.

Excerpt:

"How are you holding up, after breaking up with that last sweet thing?”

The bottle didn’t slip out of Astarion’s grip, but it was a near thing. Its thick glass thudded loudly against the polished wood when he set it down, a tightness in his chest.

He narrowed his eyes at Callaern, but the vampire held his gaze without flinching.

“Such a horrible habit of yours, asking questions you already know the answer to.”

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new ties

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: dnd — silver sun
Relationship: michel poubelle & ilona poubelle
Tags: adopted family, sibling dynamic
Wordcount: 981
Notes: michel and ilona belong to MAF

Summary:
michel shaves his tail, ilona helps him make it pretty again

Excerpt:

“It looks like Florian's now.”

The naked contempt in her voice was so absolute it made Michel forget he was upset for a moment. He turned to her, amused and caught off guard. “What's wrong with Florian's? Doesn't yours look the same?”

“Of course not. Florian's is boring.”

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flattery

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: fluff, domestic
Wordcount: 305
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

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Excerpt:

Astarion was speechless for an instant. How Staeve could say that sort of thing and mean it, with so much ease, was still beyond him. “Flatterer,” he accused him, biting down on the emotion threatening to overwhelm him.

“Does it count as flattery, if it’s the truth?”

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liar's night

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Intimacy, mentions of abuse, Grief/Mourning, Coping, Bittersweet
Wordcount: 1055
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF, a thousand thanks for letting me play with him ♥ || liar's night (and its extended version, Masquerade of Liars) is the main inspiration for the halloween-esque holiday i invented for this fic, mostly bc of the pickpocketing, the disguises and the candy.

Summary:
a halloween-adjacent fic where astarion and staeve share their experiences with the holiday, and end up having a deeper conversation than either of them expected

Excerpt:

“Don’t get me wrong, the festivities themselves sound thrilling,” Astarion said, quickly. “The chance of wandering around all night without suspicion, wearing fancy and dramatic outfits, pick-pocketing with no consequence… what’s not to love, especially for a vampire and a rogue like yours truly?” He exaggerated the sing-song in his voice to amuse Staeve, and he was rewarded by a small, charmed smile. He cleared his throat before continuing, a sudden tightness strangling him. “I just have—poor memories of the Night itself.”

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away from it all

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/amar
Tags: after-cazador quest, hot springs, nightmares
Wordcount: 2200
Notes: commission for reijen

Summary:
Astarion struggles with dealing with the aftermath of the fight. Amar knows him well.

Excerpt:

It occurred to Astarion that Amar had put a lot more thought into this. A quiet place, a different environment from what Astarion was used to—something that he could not associate to his life, but he could associate to their shenanigans, to their new adventures. To Amar, rather than to— before.

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reburial

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Serious Injuries, Rescue Missions, Developing Relationship, Dissociation, Implied/Referenced Abuse
Wordcount: 3604
Notes: first and foremost, the usual disclaimer: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF, the brain rot is all mine.

timeline-wise, this happens a few days after this comic, for no other reason that i loved the idea of a still recovering staeve digging astarion out while thinking about his words over and over... (i love that line sm, im obsessed)

Summary:
astarion gets buried in a cave-in. staeve digs him out, and deals with the aftermath.

Excerpt:

But the rest of him was buried, buried, buried, the unshakeable fear of a recurring nightmare, of having been once again left to starve for twelve moons, curled on one side in the unfeeling embrace of marble, death and ancient mould his only companions.

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aching knees

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: dissociation, implied torture, implied sexual assault, hurt/comfort
Wordcount: 305
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
astarion tries to give staeve head and he dissociates about it

Excerpt:

His back hurt. It wasn't the pain of flayed skin. It wasn't the pain of carved flesh. It wasn't the pain of acid pours. It wasn't the pain of sunlight burns. He ached, but his bones weren't creaking with hidden cracks. He ached.

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stranger

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion & staeve
Tags: different first meeting AU, referenced/implied suicide ideation,
Wordcount: 1441
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:

what if staeve and astarion met earlier than the tadpole? let's say much earlier.

Excerpt:

“Excuse me,” Vesta whispered, gathering all the courage he had. “Do you need help?”

The stranger hadn’t heard him approach. He started badly, his body twitching upright, flattening against the wall like a cornered animal. His eyes were a brilliant, unreal red, the only spot of real colour almost glowing in the grey-scale darkness surrounding them.

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interwoven

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the under garden (MAF)
Relationship: kostya & maxim
Tags: dreams, missing moment, snuggling & cuddling
Wordcount: 652
Notes: the under garden is a work by velnna | MAF that you can read on gumroad. this particular missing moment is set between chapter 5 and 6 (the latter still unpublished at the moment of posting)

Summary:
Kostya has a dream while a stranger is sleeping in his bed.

Excerpt:

“Are you scared of me, kitten?”

Rough with sleep, Maxim’s voice echoed through Kostya’s ribcage, reverberated down his spine. Violet irises peeked from under heavy eyelids.

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my cup runneth over

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/elior
Tags: What-If, Vampire Bites, Blood and Injury
Wordcount: 840
Notes: happy birthday k_ecus! ♥

Summary:
astarion cannot use healing potions (or so he thinks). a different take on the first he bites a thinking creature.

Excerpt:

“I can bleed some into a cup, if it makes you more comfortable,” Elior said, misunderstanding Astarion’s silence.

“That would be a waste of perfectly good blood.” Astarion’s mouth felt both dry as bone, and drenched with drool, like a beast getting ready to tear into its prey. “I will gladly bite you."

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bhaal's games alliances

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Wordcount: 640
Notes: written for the bhaal's games at MAF lounge; featuring sgriosair (chelle), valentine (ulysses), manelys (tinycreature), yaris (sabu/iruka), nymea (nubbins)

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bonds

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Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the under garden (MAF)
Relationship: olga & staeve & kori
Tags: swearing, word play
Wordcount: 266
Notes: the under garden is a work by velnna | MAF that you can read on gumroad. i know nothing of kori, take his characterisation with a grain of salt

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Excerpt:

“Anthill,” Staeve repeated, “starts with an A. Say something that starts with B, now.”

She tilted her head at him. “Why.”

“It’s a game.” It suddenly seemed a stupid idea, but when did that ever stop him? “I say anthill, what says you?”

Olga stared him down for a moment, and then in a flat voice she said, “Bollocks.”

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