Somewhat Clear

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somewhatclear

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/omc
Tags: non-consensual, passed around as a party favor, trash partyyyy, aspyhxiation
Wordcount: N / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the smubble sep23 event

Summary:
astarion's experience with breathplay (spoiler: it's bad)

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He doesn’t even panic anymore, when he feels the man’s hands crushing his windpipe. It happened so many times at this point, Astarion stopped fearing death by suffocation. It does hurt—Gods, it always hurts—but his lungs don’t seize up, his body doesn’t tense up. The man throttling him—a familiar face, a regular guest—frowns.

It occurs to Astarion that he should’ve made an attempt at faking it. One more item for the list, beside orgasm.

A slap, a hand pulling on his hair. The moan of pain that climbs out of his damaged throat is entirely genuine.