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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-29 12:10 am

wordless

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin/staeve
Tags: purring vampires, purring drow, snuggling, comfort, huddling for warmth
Wordcount: 2044 / 1981 on AO3
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF

Summary:
Drows purr. Vampires also purr. Astarion didn't know that.

Excerpt:

“Oh,” he heard Staeve exhale one evening, an odd inflection in his voice, as Astarion let himself almost doze off against his side. “Are you happy, babe?”

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-25 10:54 pm

rituals

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: astarion's past abuse, referenced torture, cuddling and snuggling, self-worth issues
Wordcount: 818 / 795 on AO3
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF (happy birthday!)

Summary:
aftermath of silenced, a century later

Excerpt:

They both knew how the song went at this point: Astarion didn’t need any prompting when he started unraveling—only enough space and time for him to pick the right thread and start pulling.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-24 10:41 pm

silenced

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: torture, mutilation, non-con body mod, blood and gore, hair-pulling, mind control, pain, astarion's backstory, violence, injury, tongue cutting
Wordcount: 1216 / 1168 on AO3
Notes:

Summary:
Astarion speaks out of turn for the last time

Excerpt:

“You know, most vampire spawn need to relearn how to talk after they’re turned, because breathing doesn’t come naturally anymore to them after death,” Cazador drawled, pacing back and forth with his hands clasped behind his back. “You can’t speak, if you don’t remember how to breathe. But that never stopped you, did it?”

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-21 10:32 pm

i bet he’d outlaw clothing if he could

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: halsin/staeve
Tags: groping, kissing, size different, halsin big
Wordcount: 192 / 183 on AO3
Notes: for the prompt: character a rubs character b through their pants/underwear. staeve belongs to MAF.

Summary:
a bit of stalsin fooling around

Excerpt:

Staeve wasn’t a small man by any means, in any meaning of the word, but the druid was so large, it disoriented him in the best of ways. He wasn’t used to having to look up to kiss his partner.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-10 06:45 pm

calls you stupid romantically

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: staeve/astarion
Tags: pet names, oral sex, teasing
Wordcount: 141 / 137 on AO3
Notes: staeve belongs to velnna

Summary:

Excerpt:

Staeve chuckled. “Ask me for it,” he encouraged Astarion, nuzzling him. “Tell me you want it.”

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-02 12:28 pm

anticipation

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/mob, cazador/astarion
Tags: Astarion Backstory (Baldur's Gate), Dissociation, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Exploitation, Sybian, Fucking Machines, Fade to Black, Public Scene, Jewelry, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Restraints, Cazador Trash Party, Mentioned Cazador Szarr, Implied Sexual Content, the actual scenario happens off screen sorry about that
Wordcount: 452 / 444 on AO3
Notes: so yeah, the context here is that astarion is chained to a magic sybian fucking machine thingie and doesn't know what to expect. no sex onscreen.

Summary:
Astarion distracting himself from the dread of anticipation.

Excerpt:

It was a game of play pretend. The rules were very simple, but not always easy to follow.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-12-01 01:42 am

the finest tool

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: klaus/logue
Tags: knifeplay, bloodplay, d/s undertones, BDSM, brainwashing
Wordcount: 434 / 424 on AO3
Notes: Listen, I don’t even know what this is. velnna and chaiiii authorized me to act on vibes, and i dissociated for a hour and a half and then delivered. Logue and Klaus (“Master”) belong to them, they’re part of Staeve’s backstory, and I absolutely know nothing about them except that [redacted] and [redacted].

Summary:
Logue services his Master with his best skill.

Excerpt:

“No, Logue,” his Master stopped him. There was amusement in his soft voice, languid and distant. “Be obedient. What did I say?”
Logue bit his lip, but he didn’t lick his finger. He shifted back to his knees, and went back to his task.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-01 01:19 am

a difficult dance

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin
Tags: AU!canon divergence, dub-con, consent issues, astarion's past abuse, outdoor sex, hand jobs, blowjobs, frottage, kissing, ear touching, kink negotiation, mutual masturbation, dissociation, spoilers for astarion's backstory
Wordcount: 3200 / 3088 on AO3
Notes: a little context -- this is sort of canon divergence where astarion targets halsin instead of tav, because Beeg Elf Archdruid sounds like a good candidate to keep himself safe. if this were happening in game, it would be the very first sex scene with astarion after the party, basically: it's their first encounter, and halsin doesn't know anything about astarion, except that he's a vampire. on the other hand: this was supposed to be just a bit of fun where halsin touched astarion's ears and found out he liked it, and then i lost the plot.

Summary:
Halsin and Astarion's first sexual encounter, away from camp while everyone is sleeping. Just a bit of fun, uncomplicated and straight-forward--until Halsin realizes something about Astarion is off.

Excerpt:

Halsin caught his wrists, bringing him close enough to slot their knees together. “Nothing would please me more than pleasuring you,” he replied, keeping his voice light and playful. “Don’t you think that makes us rather the perfect match?” He ran his hands lightly up his arms, along his shoulders and his neck, until he was cradling his jaw in his palms. “I have no intention of rejecting you, Astarion.”

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-27 01:07 am

healing

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin/staeve
Tags: nightmares, hurt/comfort
Wordcount: 1695 / 1629 on AO3
Notes: Staeve belongs to velnna.

Summary:
Astarion has nightmares. All his lovers can do sometimes, is wait. Healing is a difficult journey.

Excerpt:

Halsin held Staeve close, rubbing his shoulders to comfort him, to comfort himself. He focused on his breathing, shallow but warm against his skin, as he made himself watch Astarion as he kept writhing on the bedroll, plagued by invisible touches, crying out from time—it was hard to witness, especially knowing they could do nothing but wait.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-25 12:55 am

which way you hold the knife

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: raven cycle
Relationship: gansey/ronan
Tags: power dynamics, miscommunication, dom/sub undertones
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the prompt, which is almost as long as the drabble itself: "you dont want to hurt me but i am asking you to hurt me. i need you to stab me. i need you to carve this out of me. i need you to cut something off of me. this will hurt both of us in incredible ways. yours are the only hands i trust enough to wield this knife. you do not want to hurt me. i am asking you to hurt me.

Summary:

Excerpt:

Gansey had held out his hand, with the intention of lifting him up in his palm, and Ronan had put a knife in it instead.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-25 12:52 am

clinging

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/multi, astarion/cazador
Tags: breeding bench, non-con drug use, aphrodisiacs, bodily fluids, non-con bondage, public humiliation, public scene, consent issues, ankle cuffs, hair-pulling, bad bdsm
Wordcount: 100 / 100 on AO3
Notes: prompt: breeding bench

Summary:

Excerpt:

Memory clings to Astarion’s brain—bending over the bench, a cold hand between his shoulder-blades.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-20 12:46 am

trapped

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & petras
Tags: torture, torture porn, power imbalance, sexual slavery, exploitation, hurt no comfort, angst, corsetry, blood and torture, injury, broken bones, tightlacing
Wordcount: 2600 / 2527 on AO3
Notes: Disclaimer before anyone starts riding my ass about corsets!!!!! This is torture porn. this is a magic fictional corset I made up to be sturdy and evil so that Cazador could be an asshole to Astarion. Real life corsets aren't uncomfortable if worn correctly and fit to size. You can breathe in a corset, and it won't break your ribs. Tightlacing might require training but afaik isn't inherently dangerous— also tight lacing focuses on waist reduction and not whatever the fuck gets Cazador's rocks off. Why did Cazador pick this particular way to be an asshole? I don't know, I don't care, and neither should you. Suspension of disbelief beam!!!

Summary:
some cazador/astarion torture porn, featuring petras as an accessory to crimes and a corset.

Excerpt:

He could see the pieces of Cazador’s plan align in front of him — the party, a punishment yet to be delivered, Petras — but they kept escaping his grasp, as they slipped just under the surface of logic. Frustration went to add itself to the load of distress weighing on his chest.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-19 12:40 am

exposed

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador
Tags: sexual exploitation, scars, implied abuse, consent issues, torture
Wordcount: 261 / 256 on AO3
Notes: crou wanted astarion being shown off by cazador in a backless dress, so here it is

Summary:

Excerpt:

Whatever poem Cazador had chosen him to be canvas for, he seemed to be quite proud of it.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-19 12:32 am

assumptions

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion & vampire spawn siblings
Tags: consent issues, implied sexual abuse
Wordcount: 410 / 392 on AO3
Notes: cazador trash party is go! @ smubble discord

Summary:

Excerpt:

Astarion knows that his siblings envy him. He sees it in their eyes, whenever Cazador comes calling at the dormitory door with a snap of his fingers and a curt, sharp order for him to get ready for some party.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-12 01:03 pm

bookends

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin/tav (staeve)
Tags: remix, past torture, hurt/comfort, scars
Wordcount: 748 / 719 on AO3
Notes: staeve belongs to velnna/MAF

Summary:
Remix of outlines, by chaiiii, from Staeve's point of view.

Excerpt:

There's a muffled sound coming from Astarion — pain and fear and pleading all rolled in one — and something in Staeve snaps. He wants to murder Cazador so bad.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-11-06 12:57 pm

sweetest

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin
Tags: triggers, past torture
Wordcount: 100 on AO3
Notes: written for the smubbles discord. references this fun thing cazador said.

Summary:
Halsin means to pay a compliment, he accidentally stumbles on a trigger Astarion didn't even know he had.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-10-20 11:36 pm

call a spade a spade

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamers trilogy
Relationship: adam/ronan + the rest of the polycule
Tags: drinking and talking, talking about kinks (mentioned fisting, watersports, breathplay)
Wordcount: 569 / 549 on AO3
Notes: written for smubbles - international fisting day

Summary:
Playing truth or dare with the kids. The conversation turns kinky. Henry bites off more than he can chew. Gansey learns new things. Ronan has an overactive imagination.

Excerpt:

Henry harrumphed. “Spoilsport. Okay fine, your funeral, I can still salvage this.” He pointed a finger at Adam like a gun. “Top three kinky nonsense you got up to with Ronan in bed, go.” Adam raised an eyebrow at him.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-10-11 07:18 pm

mister impossible

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: raven cycle/dreamer trilogy
Relationship: gansey/ronan
Tags: Breathplay, Kink Negotiation, BDSM Scene, Dream Sex, implied polyamory, Dom/sub
Wordcount: 1764 / 1706 on AO3
Notes: smubbles: nightmares & dreams

Summary:

Excerpt:

Ronan licked his lips. “What if there were a way to do it safely. One hundred percent guaranteed.” Gansey steeled his expression. “There isn’t. Ronan, I promise you. Other people—” “I’m not talking of something easily accessible to other people,” Ronan said.

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[personal profile] deerna2023-09-25 12:19 am

fake it

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/omc
Tags: non-consensual, passed around as a party favor, trash partyyyy, aspyhxiation
Wordcount: N / 100 on AO3
Notes: for the smubble sep23 event

Summary:
astarion's experience with breathplay (spoiler: it's bad)

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[personal profile] deerna2023-08-31 12:35 pm

how much blood is too much blood

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: hunter x hunter
Relationship: kurapika/leorio
Tags: Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Near Death Experiences, Blood and Injury, Suicide Attempt, Depression, Timeline What Timeline, Suicidal Thoughts
Wordcount: 805 / 763 on AO3
Notes: for lee! it's late but it's here, finally.

Summary:
Leorio receives a call in the middle of the night. He knows it's Kurapika. He knows it's not a social call.

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