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[personal profile] deerna2024-07-06 12:57 am

aching knees

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: dissociation, implied torture, implied sexual assault, hurt/comfort
Wordcount: 305
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
astarion tries to give staeve head and he dissociates about it

Excerpt:

His back hurt. It wasn't the pain of flayed skin. It wasn't the pain of carved flesh. It wasn't the pain of acid pours. It wasn't the pain of sunlight burns. He ached, but his bones weren't creaking with hidden cracks. He ached.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-06-22 10:42 pm

stranger

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion & staeve
Tags: different first meeting AU, referenced/implied suicide ideation,
Wordcount: 1441
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:

what if staeve and astarion met earlier than the tadpole? let's say much earlier.

Excerpt:

“Excuse me,” Vesta whispered, gathering all the courage he had. “Do you need help?”

The stranger hadn’t heard him approach. He started badly, his body twitching upright, flattening against the wall like a cornered animal. His eyes were a brilliant, unreal red, the only spot of real colour almost glowing in the grey-scale darkness surrounding them.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-06-05 10:33 pm

interwoven

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the under garden (MAF)
Relationship: kostya & maxim
Tags: dreams, missing moment, snuggling & cuddling
Wordcount: 652
Notes: the under garden is a work by velnna | MAF that you can read on gumroad. this particular missing moment is set between chapter 5 and 6 (the latter still unpublished at the moment of posting)

Summary:
Kostya has a dream while a stranger is sleeping in his bed.

Excerpt:

“Are you scared of me, kitten?”

Rough with sleep, Maxim’s voice echoed through Kostya’s ribcage, reverberated down his spine. Violet irises peeked from under heavy eyelids.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-06-01 11:08 pm

my cup runneth over

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/elior
Tags: What-If, Vampire Bites, Blood and Injury
Wordcount: 840
Notes: happy birthday k_ecus! ♥

Summary:
astarion cannot use healing potions (or so he thinks). a different take on the first he bites a thinking creature.

Excerpt:

“I can bleed some into a cup, if it makes you more comfortable,” Elior said, misunderstanding Astarion’s silence.

“That would be a waste of perfectly good blood.” Astarion’s mouth felt both dry as bone, and drenched with drool, like a beast getting ready to tear into its prey. “I will gladly bite you."

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[personal profile] deerna2024-05-17 03:49 pm

bhaal's games alliances


Wordcount: 640
Notes: written for the bhaal's games at MAF lounge; featuring sgriosair (chelle), valentine (ulysses), manelys (tinycreature), yaris (sabu/iruka), nymea (nubbins)

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[personal profile] deerna2024-05-17 02:25 pm

bonds

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the under garden (MAF)
Relationship: olga & staeve & kori
Tags: swearing, word play
Wordcount: 266
Notes: the under garden is a work by velnna | MAF that you can read on gumroad. i know nothing of kori, take his characterisation with a grain of salt

Summary:

Excerpt:

“Anthill,” Staeve repeated, “starts with an A. Say something that starts with B, now.”

She tilted her head at him. “Why.”

“It’s a game.” It suddenly seemed a stupid idea, but when did that ever stop him? “I say anthill, what says you?”

Olga stared him down for a moment, and then in a flat voice she said, “Bollocks.”

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[personal profile] deerna2024-05-12 01:00 pm

quiet evenings

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: post-canon, couch cuddles
Wordcount: 655
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:

Excerpt:

“You’re such a cat,” Staeve teased Astarion, poking his nose. “You’ll make Slippers jealous.”

“She can deal,” Astarion sniffled, mock-offended. “She did steal my spot, after all.”

Staeve chuckled, and they both glanced down at the kitten curled up on his lap, her nose ridiculously and adorably tucked under her paw. “Don’t be mad at her, she’s very small and her life is very hard,” he cooed, scritching the fur between her ears with a careful fingernail.

“I’m not mad, I’m jealous.”

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-26 04:45 pm

pretty boy

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: hébée/staeve
Tags: pegging, fingering, pwp
Wordcount: 1174
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF. hébée belongs to raphaellearp.

Summary:
Hébée and Staeve have a fun night together.

Excerpt:

While Staeve watched her, Hébée pulled her shirt over her head and let it drop to the side. His flush deepened and his grin widened, his eyes wandered down her chest and the rest of her.

“Do you like what you see?” she purred. She was already wearing her cock, and she knew she looked good. She grabbed it at the base and showed it off a little. “Are you ready for me?”

“I am always ready,” he boasted. “Especially for this.”

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-26 04:06 pm

drinking games

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astaria/staevia
Tags: au!genderbend, drunken shenanigans, body shots, kissing, cunnilingus, drunken sex, alcohol
Wordcount: 1162
Notes: staevia belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
the other one where they're girls and they're drunk off their asses

Excerpt:

“More alcohol? Aren’t we drunk enough?” Astaria laughed [...]

“Speak for yourself, lightweight,” Staevia sniffled at her, affronted. “I’m prefectly—” Nope. “Preferably—” Nope. “…Very sober.” Good enough.

Astaria just laughed harder. She tried to stifle her giggling with one hand, and to swat Staevia with the other. She missed by about a mile. Staevia also exploded in a fit of snickering. Gods, she was in love with her. “Alright, maybe I am a li’l drunk.”

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-24 10:25 pm

visible mending

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: Astarion/Staeve
Tags: developing relationship, claiming, declarations of love, background poly (astarion/halsin/staeve
Wordcount: 1440
Notes: Visible mending • A form of repair work, usually on textile items, that is deliberately left visible. The dual goals of this practice are to adorn the item, and to attract attention to the fact it has been mended in some way - a critique of the idea of replacing broken items with new ones without trying to bring them back to full functionality. | staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:
Staeve has a moment ™️ about the bits of embroidery Astarion has been leaving on his clothes. Astarion has a moment about him having a moment.

i know the kindest thing is to (never) leave you alone part 4 of 4

Excerpt:

It was a simple thing. A little bit of thread stitched in a bit of fabric. He didn’t know why, but unspeakable emotions bubbled in his chest, squeezed his ribs. Staeve was so overwhelmed he had to sit back on the bed for a while, his fingertips running over Astarion’s handiwork again and again. Wondering how he had missed something so obvious. Wondering what else he had missed.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-20 12:39 pm

weaving loose ends

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: Developing Relationship, Astarion's Past Abuse (Baldur's Gate), Late Night Conversations
Wordcount: 1649
Notes: staeve belongs to Velnna/MAF.

Summary:

staeve falls asleep on astarion's lap, and catches him humming to himself. late night conversations about a forgotten past and an unexpected future.

i know the kindest thing is to (never) leave you alone part 3 of 4

Excerpt:

“I didn’t know you could sing,” Staeve mumbled.

Astarion made a noise in the back of his throat. “I can’t. Well. I can, but I’m not very good at it,” he conceded. “When did you hear me sing?”

“Just now. I think.” Maybe he had dreamed it.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-18 12:29 am

folded up and passed down

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve, minor lae'zel/shadowheart
Tags: Sexual Fantasy, Blood and Violence, Canon-Typical Violence, Working Through Astarion's Issues (Baldur's Gate), Drinking, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Developing Relationship
Wordcount: 3350
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF

Summary:
staeve finds out about astarion’s odd feelings about personal belongings with the poorest timing possible.

i know the kindest thing is to (never) leave you alone part 2 of 4

Excerpt:

“Yes. I wore them,” Astarion enunciated, slowly. “I cleaned them. I’m giving them back.” From his tone, it was clear that he suspected that Staeve was either too stupid or too intoxicated to understand what he was saying.

Fuck, something did not add up. Maybe Staeve was too drunk to have this conversation, but something did not add up.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-15 02:08 am

tearing up at the edges

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: pre-slash, unhealthy coping mechanism, trauma & coping
Wordcount: 2018
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF

Summary:
a relationship in the early stages. staeve tries to repair a hole in his shirt, and ends up accidentally revealing other sorts of tears. luckily astarion knows how to sew.

i know the kindest thing is to (never) leave you alone part 1 of 4

Excerpt:

Alright, maybe this whole ‘getting stranded in the middle of nowhere with a handful of pocket lint and a worm in his brain’ thing was starting to get to him.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-04-08 12:49 am

witness

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/halsin/staeve
Tags: missing scenes, injury, compersion, polyamory
Wordcount: 704
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF.

Summary:
a few moments about halsin witnessing staeve and astarion's feelings

Excerpt:

Halsin looked up from his task and, when he saw Astarion’s expression, he knew.

compersion (noun, uncountable) • Vicarious joy associated with seeing one's partner have a joyful romantic or sexual relation with another.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-29 02:59 pm

good girl

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astaria/staevia
Tags: genderbend/cisswap, kissing, dom/sub undertones
Wordcount: 179
Notes: staevia belongs to MAF

Summary:
the one where they're girls

Excerpt:

“Not so fast,” Astaria called out. Her hand tightened slightly in Staevia’s hair. It sent a little shiver of pleasure down her spine.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-23 12:12 am

something that would always be around

Rating: SAFE
Fandom: the under garden / baldur's gate
Relationship: vesta & logue brimstone
Tags: backstory, sibling relationship, coping mechanisms
Wordcount: 1964
Notes: vesta and logue belong to MAF. the original idea of little stib having been sewn by logue comes from a headcanon by nubs. the title comes from summer skeletons, by radical face

Summary:
the story of how the little staeve doll came to be

Excerpt:

Hearing those words made Logue wince. He didn’t feel much of a grown-up, when he had spent all day making a doll of his own brother because he was lonely.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-21 02:33 pm

for that simmer under the skin

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: nymea/staeve
Tags: cunnilingus, hair-pulling
Wordcount: 657
Notes: nymea belongs to nubstarion, staeve belongs to MAF

Summary:
a story about staeve doing what he loves the most, but with a different bratty vampire, for a change.

Excerpt:

“Oooo, big words. Where did you learn them?”

“Between your boyfriend’s legs, because he actually shuts up and lets me blow him in peace, instead of constantly sassing me.”

She jutted her chin at him. “If it bothers you so much, you shut me up, then.”

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-18 02:15 pm

skin hunger

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: frottage, handjobs, skin hunger
Wordcount: 787
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF

Summary:
astarion jumps staeve's bones

Excerpt:

He didn’t know what had gotten into Astarion that night, but he was like a live wire, taut and dangerous. With every brush of his tongue, Staeve’s nerves lit up like he was setting them on fire. He clawed at Staeve’s arms and flanks like he needed to pin him down to devour him. They both enjoyed when Astarion played with his food, but nothing about that felt about feeding.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-14 11:36 pm

vitals

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/cazador, astarion/klaus (OMC)
Tags: Astarion's Past Abuse (Baldur's Gate), Pre-Canon, Forced Prostitution, Blood and Gore. Vivisection, Implied/Referenced Mind Control, Consent Issues, Power Imbalance, Broken Bones, Torture, Medical Experimentation, Blood Drinking
Wordcount: 5.8k
Notes: klaus belongs to chai

Summary:
one of cazador's guests takes advantage of astarion's vampire healing factor to train his medical skills. cazador shows up to clean up the mess.

Excerpt:

The sudden noise of bones cracking shivered up Astarion's arm before he could register the shock of what happened.

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[personal profile] deerna2024-03-05 01:02 am

got lucky

Rating: NSFW
Fandom: baldur's gate
Relationship: astarion/staeve
Tags: rimming
Wordcount: 620
Notes: staeve belongs to MAF. inspired to the illustration in this post

Summary:

Excerpt:

“What does it say?”

“Who knows!” Astarion exclaimed, playfully turning his head away to hide his smile. “I’m full of secrets.”

“Come onnnn…” Staeve insisted, nuzzling him harder.

Astarion burst into laughter. “Alright, alright.” He grabbed Staeve’s face gently, before planting a quick kiss right on his mouth. “It says – if you're reading this, you got lucky,” he paraphrased easily, a purr in his voice.

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